The more I do, The more you'll see

haven't been on in forever.

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 00:14:52 GMT

So I got on because I wanted to go look at Ian's new LJ. I haven't talked to him in a while and I wanted to see what had been going on in his life.

but anyway I thought I would update this since I'm on anyway.

The encounter was this weekend.
And It was of course amazing.
God is sooo amazing
I've been on three encounters and everytime I get something totally new out of it everytime.
I've been so blessed with amazing friends. and family.
I just don't even know where to begin.

anyway. I love everyone.
I dont have much more to say.
have a great day everyone!!!!!

WWJD... When would Jesus date?

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 03:29:52 GMT

Was amazing tonight. I liked it alot.
I (I meaning Olivia) Was asked If Kevin and I were dating.
I got pissed off. I'm over it. lol.
I just want people to ask ME the questions instead of asking other people.

I'm done.

WWJD... When would Jesus Date? part 2
Next tuesday Feb. 14th.
at 7:00pm.
At Churchalive.
Reply if your interested and I'll give you directions.

bye now.

super weekend

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 21:34:27 GMT

Friday- Total sweetness... I didn't have to work so myday started really well. me, my mom, and christa went to toojay's for breakfest it was yummy then liv was coming for the weekend. she got here and we just kinda hung out until we started getting ready to go BOWLING!!!!! we got ready and randi, mandy, and dustin came over and we met up with amber at DQ BABY!!! lol. then we all went over to the bowling ally.. We had alot of fun... took a bunch of pictures... it was soooo much fun... then me and liv came home and talked until 2 am.

Saturday- EVEN MORE SWEETNESS!!!!! lol. we knew we were going to hang out with ben... I had to do my chores. then we ben came over and we went with him and his family to look at a house... then we drove around for like 30 mins to an hour just driving... It was so funny. then we went back to bens and made brownies, then helped mr. david make chicken wings and prepare the ribs. We had to pluck hiar off the chicken wings... and cut the fat off the ribs... then we came back to my house and ate tacos then sat around for like 30 minutes trying to figure out what we were going to do... we thought about put put.. then liv busted out with Let's go iceskating!!!!! so we said heck yes. Ben called Kevin and invited him... and he came... We picked him up and headed for RDV. We got there and kevin started talking about how that was the cool place to be in middle school. lol. and then we put our skates on and ben and kevin had to wear girly skates... kevin complained about them then got over it... We had so much fun. Liv said she hadn't seen me smile so big since the christmas party... It was a blast.

Sunday- Me and liv got up and got ready and left with my dad. ben and aaron came and got liv. church started whatever. then my mom took me to churchalive and I went out to eat with the rentchlers and the richardson's, and jessica. then me liv and jes went to starbucks(yyyyyyummmmmmmmmmmmy)then we went back to the house that jes is housesitting at and watched half of a movie... and then we went to bens house for the super bowl party which was pretty good besides the whole mike not talking to me for the whole 4 hours. woo yea! lol. but it's not even like a really care. I didn't ruin my weekend. I finally saw tiffany!!! yay for me.

Thanks to.
Liv.
Ben.
Kevin.
for making saturday night like the best ever!!!

Have a good day.

To Update Brynn

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:10:20 GMT

Brynn this is an update for you.

Mike and I are no more.
MY relationship with God is holding strong.
My life is going good.
and I really have no complaints.
lol.

I love you all...

Have a good night.

The great things in life.

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 01:57:45 GMT

I've decided to write a blog all about the things that make me smile and the thing I live for.

The things that make me smile
God.
Tiffany Lynn.
Olivia Grace.
Michael James.
Benjamin David.
The Sun.
The stars.
My dog.
Mackenzie Jorden.
Photography.
My churchs.
My Job.
My Kitty.
My Pearls.
Love.
MY life period.

Things that I live for
God.
MY Family.
My friends.
My job.
Mackenzie Jordan.

So those are the things that make my life complete.
And If I left anything out just let me know.

♥♥&hearts:

well well...

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 04:08:22 GMT

It seems as though the only thing I ever update about is the boy in my life.. and there is nothing much to say besides... he is amazing... the end.

So liv is going to her grandmas house for like a week... and it's gay... but whern I found out I wasn't going to have my weekend fix of Livy loo I decided this was not good... So I invited myself and ben over to liv's house to hang out... then Mrs. Jane Invited us over for dinner... It was yummy. we had homemade Calzones. and we played Mad Gab... HAHA It was a blast!!! we went Over 20 and under 20... Under 20 won 61-50 HECK YES!!!! lol. It was super fun. But now I haven't no clue what I am gonna do tomorrow night :(... It's friday night so I hope I won't be home... I haven't been home in forever on a friday night... crazy.

anyway. I'm done... good night.

<333 Kathryn Elizabeth.

uuuughhhhhhhhhhh

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 01:27:05 GMT

What is it about me that makes boys want to hurt me?
Do they enjoy watching me cry?
Do they love taking my heart and ripping it into peices just to watch me try to put it back together?

I mean I really don't get it.
am I wearing a sign that says "here boys take my heart it's yours... take it and smash it.. please I beg of you"??
Becuase from what I knew I'm not.

I went to to ChurchAlive this morning. IT was fun... until mike decided to leave without giving me a hug... or even saying bye...

I've decided that until he starts showing the intrest in me he was showing in the beggining... I'm not gonna show any intrest in him... I think it's a good idea.

I'm gonna to now...

night

yea.

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 20:06:28 GMT

So I haven't talked to mike since last friday. sadly. But It seesm ben(my big brother) has my back again. and when he saw mike online talked to him about some stuff and mike said he would try or something... but so far I have yet to see it. and I'm not happy. Bit it's not effecting me... really. I still enjoy myself. I went to the seminole vs. lakemary basketball game(s) last night. Every seminole team kicked lake mary teams bootys. it was good I guess. Until derek ignored me because he was sitting next to jason.. fag... We are all probably going to do something tonight... although all be the only one there without someone... so yea... Joy... ... anyway. Latly I've been acting really grown up... or so my dad says. but I don't see it. lol. I still feel like I'm 10. lol. and I enjoy it because latly I've not been afraid to jump and dance around and act crazy... and it's been pretty great. I think it's because I just don't care whatr people think anymore. Whihc is good... but then again that could become bad... I mean I care what people think about me but just not in that way. ya know? anyway. Mike. wow. that is just getting really complicated... and I hate when that happens. like I find it weird how like after he told me what he did all the sudden he doesn't want to get attached and hurt me... I understand that he doesn't want to hurt me I wouldn't want to hurt me either with all the people looking out for me. but seriously him not answering his phone and not being online and not being around to hang out with. pretty dumb concidering it's hurting me more thinking he doesn't want to talk to me. anyway. ben is coming over soon so I'm gonna get off now.

ttyl.:♥:.

New years

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 21:27:30 GMT

basicly... it was pretty much crazy fun... besdies mike not answering his phone... that was pretty crappy.

I talked to chris hill about just stuff that is going on and he helped me alot. I love that guy!!

anyway.
we got the Cops called on us because we had illegil fireworks...

I finally met annett. that was pretty awesome... her and her sister are super cute.

All together it was a pretty good night.

Richie=Funniest guy I have ever met in my life.

lol.

I promise you I almost peed my pants like twice...

anyway.

Jen my love. thank you for talking to me and making me in a better mood.

Kalie thanks for turning on Happy Joy. It made my night love.

Chris your pretty awesome. You gave me some awesome advice. your flippin' rock. I was so glad to see you.

Liv. I always have you shout out to you. I love you cupcake.

I'm done... oh and if I don't update... It's becuase I'm Jax... until thursday... Let's pray I can find a computer.

Kathryn E. Faint

soo...

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 17:01:27 GMT

Disney was alright, alot of waiting.
I went and saw king kong last night. Word of advice... if you have a weak stomach close your eyes when all the icky bugs come out. they are these leches... and they are so gross I ran out to the bathroom and threw up... Mike got grounded... so he wasn't there. gayness. you know... Everything I wrote about him in the beggining of all this... starting to become different. like he doesn't try anymore.. like last night he told me he could probably go but he didn't want to risk it... IF YOU LIKE ME AS MUCH AS YOU SAY YOU DO, YOU SHOULD FLIPPIN' RISK IT!!!!!!!! we were supposed to see the movie at 8 but it was sold out so we didn't see it until 9:15. so we went over to the mall.. I went in Hollister... I'm inlove witht hat store. I can't wait until I get my money from my aunt... that's where I'm going. lol. anyway when we got in the mall my mind did that thing where it start thinking to much. and well i was like oh man what if mike is here. and then ben goes... that would suck... he would be dead... I'm glad ben has my back lol. then liv goes... "what if he is here with his ex" WHAT THE HECK WOULD SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!! So naturaly I started fliiping out... and it really was no fun... but I got over it ben bought me micky D's french fries to make me feel better it didn't work because they were nasty... he told me to blame mrs. dena because she got him the gift card. lol. we went to the movie it was boring for the first hour and a half... I was like falling asleep. then it got gross I threw up and almost cried but then I started thinking about mike and some stuff that I was told earlier and start crying.... it really was no fun at that point... but over all I had fun with ben and liv.

I'm going to the mall with my sister today. that's gonna be fun.

I'm outty... Later<33

Kathryn E. Faint

sooo...

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 05:11:10 GMT

It's bee awhile since the last update.

We went to Ohio... I saw snow for the first time in my whole life.... It's amazing, and REALLY COLD!!!

We got back from Ohio on christmas eve. The rest of that day was pretty much a blurrr... I was so tired.
I know I went to the Christmas eve service at my church... pretty bad I saw pictures of me from 3 years ago... eww... wow...

anyway.

Me and my dad were going to go to ChurchAlive's service on christmas day... but we had alot to do before we went camping... yes you heard right I was home less then 24 hrs before they picked me up and made me leave again... That's parents for you... Anyway... I got The new Ipod that carries videos and stuff... that's all I got but... it like $400... so I'm super duper happy... It's amazing, I love it.

And with like my aunt dying and stuff I feel like I have to let everyone know how much I love them and everything... and I want everyone to know I love them... so I've been telling everyone I love that I love them... so yea.

Camping was alright I took alot of picturess... went fishing.... touched crab meat.... gaross... I listened to my ipod, and danced. it was fantasic. well it's really late so I'm gonna stop going on.

Tomorrow I hit up disney with the youth band or what's left of it.

friday it's back to work finally. and then firday night it's movies with ben, liv, probably mike and maybe tiffany and derek. should be fun

later lovessss.

Kathryn E. Faint

Death=Leaving for Ohio today.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 14:26:33 GMT

So yesterday my ucle called my mom to tell her that her aunt my great aunt... Was killed in a car crash.
I'm really upset about it. but I'm getting better. anyway. After I get off work today, we are going to Ohio where is freaking freezing!!!!!! I'm excited but not. I really hope it snows. I've never seen it... so that would be cool.

The N218 Christmas party was last night and Of course was AMAZING!!!!! I had the best time of my life.
I was scared it was gonna blow and that I would only be thinking about going to Ohio and stuff. Well I walked in and the first person I saw was mike. and from there on out I was all smiles... Until he told me he had to leave at 8:30. I got really upset and he noticed... He called however he had plans with and cancelled them after he found out about my aunt. I almost cried. He is like the most amazing kid ever. It was the first time we actually had the chance to talk without a bunch of people around... and we really didn't even talk just sat there with eachother. I loved it. then at like 10:30 he said he was gonna go. so I walked him to his car and we said bye. end of that.

With my aunt dying so suddenly and everything, I'm in this mood where I have to let everyone that I love know that I love them... I swear I gave liv like 14 hugs last night. and I didn't want to let go of mike. I gave josh a big hug too.

anyway.

I love everyone so so so so so much!!!!!

Pray for my family to have safe travils as we make our way to ohio.

I will update if I can... I hope I have a computer.. I might die otherwise.

Kathryn Elizabeth.

the rest of the weekend

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 01:58:57 GMT

The rest of the weekend(sunday) was just as good as the rest.
I've done more shopping this weekend then I have in my whole life!!!!

It's been amazing.

and to the guy who Liv and I went hiking with yesterday who didn't think we could do it...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

WE DID IT!!!! AND WITHOUT ANY COMPLAINTS!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

I told you all I could.

we did it!!!!

anyway.

Thanks to everyone who made my weekend awesome.

Liv
Ben
Jen
Savvy
And yea everyone else.

I had an amazing one!!!!

I love you all

mk<33

bye now

Kathryn Elizbeth

Hiking, shopping, christmas party, loads of freaking fun

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 03:48:28 GMT

Pretty much this weeked should be pretty sweet.
Tonight I went to FWC youth christmas party and Liv and I had alot of fun!!
Liv is staying the night... wooo yea.
Tomorrow we are going hiking.(N218)oh oh and we may run into an 8 foot alligator...
Then after I'm going christmas shopping with Liv and Ben... that should be saweet.
For the next two weeks is CHRISTMAS break... yes OMG!!! I said it Christmas break... not winter not holiday not anything.... CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!!!! anyway that should be freaking sweet.

I'm gonna go.
it's cold and I want to write.

goodnight.

Kathryn Elizbeth.

basicly.

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 03:35:54 GMT

So yea. Everything is fine. I talked to mike finally after 4 days... thought I was gonna die!!! but I have no clue when I'm gonna see him... sucks... oh well.. I went to the movies tonight... went to see narnia... it was really good... well I'm gonna go... ttyl

SHOPPPPPPING!!!!

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 03:34:15 GMT

So Jen and I went shopping today.
Yay.

It was fun.
I got a new scarf...and a shirt...and flip flops...
and I got to talk to my jen.
Which of course my amazing.

I think I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow.
razored.. it's going to be sweet.

I had so much fun with jen today.
I really did.
This is the first time we have hung out in like forever.

well that's all I need to say...

Good night.
God Bless

btw

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:46:16 GMT

New Layout lovesssss<333

Feeling.

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:44:32 GMT

I feel like there is so much more I should say about today.
I don't know what but something.

Like how I was with Liv and Ben... and How they were cool even with me being in the crappiest mood ever.
and like how tomorrow I'm going shopping tomorrow with jen. and I'm seriously looking forward to it.
I don't even know why.

I think it's because we will get to talk and I love talking to jen because she always knows exactly what to say for me to feel better!!!

I love you Jen.

I'm so just like overwhelmingly(not how its spelled) loved and I don;t think I should be.
I feel stupid but it's true.
because the one person I want to really love me... doesn't even call me back after I call him 4 times... it's gay I think... but I hate it.
I feel like I'm never going to see him.

And I really want to see him,
really, really, really, really, really, want to see him.

This is so gay.

I'm feeling like I need to write more but I don't know what.

I'm getting attacked by satan...
real bad.
and he is enjoying watching me feel like I want to die.
or feeling like I'm not good enough for anyone...
or putting doubts in my head about mike...
and I'm just not believing what he is putting in my head.
I'm standing strong.
he isn't going to get me down.
not happening.
I hate this.
I'm going to bed now..

goodnight.
Kathryn Elizabeth...

Definatly didn't get better.

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 03:59:38 GMT

So Basically. nothing about today was good. besides josh being an awesome friend.
I really wish I would have been able to see mike. But I guess I will just have to get over it. I'm just not enjoying today.
I'm going to bed...

I hope tomorrow goes better.

so much crap... so much drama

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 21:01:24 GMT

Pretty much my life starts to get realy good then something really gay happens...
Like trish showing up at britta's party today.
I'm not saying it's trish's fault at all, but I seriously would have been a much happier person.
I'm done with drama and I'm done talking crap.
When I get the chance I'm going to tell trish that I'm done playing stupid petty games with her.
I'm not going through anymore of this.
I'm hanging out with people tonight that should be pretty fun.
get my mind off of all this stuff with trish.

there is my update.

live in genral.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 15:22:35 GMT

wow.
It's been so crazy. I'm so just like wow. I mean that is really all I can say.
I've relized though, I miss my neice. really bad.
But other then that.

I'm so Happy. I'm just taking it day by day, and Living life amazingly.
Everything is going so perfect, I'm just sitting waiting for an attack.
And I'm ready. Which isn't easy to say.
But I am. Because I have God on my side.
I'll win.
That's all there is to it.

I love my life.
Basically.
amazing.
good day.

Kathryn Elizbeth.

Moe's+Rent+Amber and christa=Amazing.

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 05:44:43 GMT

So pretty much.
Good night.
Rent great movie.
Amber and Christa so much fun to be with.
Moe's best dang food ever.
anyway.
I saw kayla heflin and roo and nicole.
I think they saw me and just didn't relize they knew me.
haha.
oh well.
I wish mike could have been there.
stupid soccer.
I still had a blast.
I get to see him, Tiffany, and Derek tomorrow.
well I think.
I have chores and stuff.
gay.
anyway.
goodnight.

Crazy Amazing.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 15:47:16 GMT

Yesterday was pretty good.
yes, I do have to say it was pretty freaking good.
I woke up went to the church, went to work, then went to the hotel that liv is staying at.
I got there and she was waiting for me.. we went out by the pool and talked.
anyway we went in and started to get ready and I was really hyper.
I was laughing at everything.
It was so funny.
I couldn't stop.
anyway.
We left the hotel finding out that brittany was coming. very excited.
We got to the church early right as kevin was getting there he looked cute in his little punk outfit.
We wetn inside and sat there like always.
Well derek got there and I was was all if his passanger door opens I will be so happy.
It did.
IT WAS EMILY!!!!
I was like wow.
Shocker.
Anyway.
After Emily and Liv got Caught up,
Emily and I started walking around church like always.
well we went around like two times. and then...
I saw BRITTANY!!!
I screamed and ran over to her and gave her a Huge hug.
Then Emily and her Both started screamming!!!
it was so funny.
anyway.
we went and saw liv,
then continued walking.
We walked by this drunk guy adn I told Brittany not to talk to him...
She did anyway.
Well as we were walking away the guy turns around and goes shake it baby shake it,
We freaked out, Started walking faster then turned out we started running.
we ran into the youth room and fell on the floor laughing.
It was so funny.
Anyway.
FINALLY!!!
Mike got there.
I went out side and his sister came and gave me a hug.
Then I walked over to him and gave him a big hug.
Then we went inside and the first thing out of Emily's motuh was did you kiss him.
I was like Emily god no.
It was funny.
anyway.
then church started it was a good message last night I liked it.
Then Church was over and we all just stood around talking.
Mike was flirting alot.
I loved it.
Then he had to leave :(
Well I guess as he was leaving he saw me walk over to kevin aand give him a hug.
So when I got back to the Hotel liv and I got on the computer and he said something about it.
and I actually got really upset.
I don't want him thinking I'm trying to hide hugging kevin fomr him or something,
I just never got to hug kevin while mike was there.
It's not like I did it on purpose.
anyway.
I have to go get ready for work.
talk to you all later.

Kathryn Elizabeth

So maybe we will just fly away

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 00:23:55 GMT

I feel like I'm flying latly.
I mean.
Everything about my life is amazing.
I'm so loved.
and Like I just don't know why?
What is so great about me that make people love me?
I mean I talk to much.
I'm loud.
I can be abit annoying.
I don't know.
I'm not gonna put myself down.
But sometimes I feel like I don't deserve all the love.
I love the people that love me.
I love them so much.
I think I'm gonna go.

My day has been super amazing.
although it could be better.
I love you every.

Kathryn Elizabeth

to sum up everything.

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 02:18:32 GMT

My weekend was amazing.
The beach house was beautiful.
The best friend and I got all caught up.
We pretty much are inlove with eachother.
and that's the end.
Of course I come after derek.
I love tiffany.
She pretty much rocks everything.

I talked to Mike everyday...
It was always late when we talked.
We Are gonna hang out this weekend I think.
If he can.
I hope he can.

I'm gonna hang out with Tiffany for sure.
well wait.
That's a maybe as well.
I don't know if I will want to...
lol.
because I don't want to wittness derek and Tiffany.
ewww... Jus' Kiddin'
I love them both.

Anyway.

This week should be pretty crazy.
monday-work, then nothing(first time and forever)
Tuesaday-Work, Liv's Hotel room, Youth group, Seeing mike.
Wednesday-Work, Church.
Thursday-Work, Nothing the rest of the day.
Friday-Work, I don't know what else maybe movies again???
Saturday-Going to Tiffany's to watch movies.
Sunday- Church, Hopfully something with liv, or maybe jen, or something.

The only really crazy day is tuesday.
Because that's when I do the most.

<333Kathryn Elizabeth